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So my dad calls today, and I speak to him. It's been like three weeks since we spoke, and now I feel bad because he just told me he has been in hospital with an absess on his stomach that burst, but he is okay now. I should have called himm before I know, but I didn't and I feel guilty, which is totally my own fault. No I wasn't afraid incase he mentioned the tattoos. I'm not fussed about that at all. I didn't call as I have nothing really to tell him. I don't have a job, I'm still doing the same thing and being very dull. Same reason why he doesn't call me so much. I should have called him to atleast say hi, but I didn't. Oops. He wasn't pissed, infact he sounded quite happy and invited me and Joshua for Christmas. Have to speak to Joshua about that one, as it would involve sorting out flights and stuff soon before they triple and triple again in price. But I can't afford them now so it's doubtful. I haven't spoken to anyone on the phone in a month so thats another factor why I didn't call. I told you! recluse!! I do it to myself and I become very dull!