*puke*

OKay so today, Me and Joshua looked after Ekika. We took her to a frinds 3rd birthday party. When we arrived the birthday girl had taken half her clothes off. Haha. She'll grow out of that until its her 17th birthday party...

We went to town to get Joshua's computer looked at, then we went to get Ekika and took her back here. I am exhausted now.

We drew pictures, watched Tweenies, Bala-fuckin-mory (CREEPY!!!!) some other wierd things, played a game, matched up some dominos and build a house out of some foam shapes, as well as eating some left over birthday cake.

My knee is killing me. I KNOW its only a big graze, but I keep on knocking the thing and it never seems to get better. I hoovered and had to crawl across the floor with the extension and it hurt SO much!

Simon brought Joshua 2 (well I think) big bass and a mackerel. So right now, he is in the kitchening descaling. Haha. He'll be there a while at the rate he was going as well!

Simon said "What happened to the car?" when he saw the dent/scratch. I told him the story and there was no way to disguise the "REALLY OH MY GOD MUM'S GOING TO KILL YOU FACE" that he pulled. I feel totally sick thinking about it. I really do. If we're going to be honest, I think I might cry some more about it. I know its done now, and I am goingto pay to fix it, but I really really am not looking forward to the shouting, guilt tripping, funny looks, interrogation that will insue. The women when she wants to be can be a fucking bitch. I will have to endure 'the look' then be spoken to like I am a 17 year old who did it delberately or something. I know it. I can feel it already. I know it soon as it happened. Put it this way, if I had of been uninsured and took someone elses car and was facing criminal charges, I would STILL be more afraid of what I have coming from Pat. I am not being melodramatic either, I just know what she is like. I just want an easy life.

This car talk will also no doubt turn into the "and you didnt get the job at C.O either? Even though I told you it was easy?" Yes I can't do anything right!!!