Urgh

I've totally upset someone I really care about. I"m not writing this so they can read it, or so you can read it and feel sorry for me and give me bumming comments, but I feel really bad about it. Not because I got called up on it, but because I realised that I really hurt them and I hate myself for it. I don't really want to get into it here, as its frankly no one elses business but mine and theirs but I just some place I can formulate an apology rather than waffle in my head or something. I don't deliberately do things to upset people or wind them up and its never my intention too either and I wish I could make it all go away and I'm going to do the very best I can to fix it and make up for it.